Monday, November 27, 2006
hello
another day . culdnt sleep last nite . yeah . till 5 ? hmms .
woke up 9 . dad's cuzin came over frm aus .
so entertained dem at krisha's hse till 6 .
came bck shower . den went bck thr .
yeah . tried 2 put a smile on my face .
dont wana spoil ppl mood ya .
well that's bout my day . borin .
had a sudden fever last nite . wth .
sucks . mornin suddenly gt flu .
doads . it's either e weather or my mood .
duno ah . dont care oso.
main thing . i'm sick .
& i'm nt lykin a min of it .
gg aus on sun . yeah .
i wasnt lookin 4ward 2 it .
but suddenly i m .
yeah .
ur lives wont change anw if i'm gone .
u all might b lyk " yeah yeah . wadeva " that kind .
but i'm gona prove 2 u guys . that seriously .
i dont make a difference .
after i cum bck . deep down . u guys might realise .
that i dont make a difference 2 ur lives at all .
or even beta . life was beta wo me .
hahas . nvm .
i shall gracefully accept that fact .
hmms . i'm such a paranoid freak actually . deep down .
i overreact 2 situations .
i get easily jealous . hmms .
i'm impaitent too .
wah . didnt noe i had such weakness .
weakness which lead 2 many issues .
hais . wat 2 do . wat's done is done .
all i can hope 4 is . e best of dis situation .
that i wont lose a fren . a gd fren .
a fren who knew me well .
sometimes i think even beta den i ever knew myself .
hmms . ntin left 2 be said .
take care ppl .
take care .
8:43 AM
