Thursday, November 30, 2006
heyy
interesting day .
went out wif runa & sha to town .
been a long time .
so yeah . fun lahs . walkin around . goofin around .
crappin & gossipin . yupps =)
love dem loads . can trust dem 2 cheer me up & keep me smiling .
oh yeah . went borders .
oops . gt bck into my astrology .
damn it lahs .
I was lyk hooked to it once .
Den dis yr duno y started 2 look up on it lesser .
Den ytd . shit . bck into it .
It’s nt gd ppl .it’s interesting & true sometimes .
But it’s nt gd lahs . u might start dependin on it .
& when wat u expect doesnt happen . u get upset .
waste of time . seriously .
but ytd’s horoscope was jus too true lahs .
so true . it was scary . hais .
duno ah . I shall jus let things happen .
2 days more till aus . hmms .
Till tml den . byeee .
7:35 AM
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
hello .
hahas . today was rather uneventful.
i slacked at hm . yupps . that's bout it .
borin life . yeah i noe lahs .
so yeah . i'm nt really in e moody mood 2dae .
jus . takin things as they r i guess.
i dont wana do anything . scared of e outcome .
so yeah . i shall jus wait 4 things 2 happen.
so ppl . dont expect anything frm me .
my right knee is hurtin . seriously .
even right now . as i'm sittin down.
duno y e sudden pain .
weird . everything is happenin suddenly nowadays.
fever . flu . that . this knee .
duno wat 2 think alr ah .
so yeah . gg out wif sha & runa tml i guess .
town ? bowlin ? i oso duno .
let dem decide ah . i shall jus tag along .
hmms . my ispl . let's nt even tok bout it .
i'm dead . so yeah .
a few more days left till i'm off to aus . hmms .
e days r movin faster . hais .
till tml den . nites !
7:50 AM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
hey .
another day.
yupps .
culdnt sleep last nite . again . expected rite ? haha
anw . called fazee . hmms . jus after somemore .
duno wat 2 think frm that.
so yeah . woke up at 8 .
bloody hell . my mp3 screen gt stuck on e way 2 sch.
was nt happy bout it . tok bout a gd beginnin of e day .
so yeah . promised myself 2 be happy .
i think i did my best ah .yupps .
bought bks . den go fazee hse 2 put her bks.
den we met chan & naiimah at station .
went jp .ate .decided 2 watch movie.
step up . it was great. i love dance movies man.
jus gets ur brain & body movin.
haha . fazee was lyk dancin lahs . funi .
how many times ah fazee 2dae ? 6 or 7 ah ?
haha . u shuld understand . 4 is nt a gd number rmb .
so yeah . i guess i enjoyed myself .
after that . went winter time . dey bought deir sabah stuff .
i alr bought mine . yupps .
so yeah . dey planned 2 go lavender .
i was nt gg . so yeah . took train.
dey went on . i went hm.
hmms.came hm. decided 2 do ispl.
social studies. i actually enjoyed it .
venice is a interestin place . hmms .
shuld go thr one day . when i'm older .
so yeah . my afternoon was gone .
watch dvd . tv . yeah . e same borin stuff .
so yeah . that's bout it .
my borin day .
feeling much better . but still
i noe it had an impact.
something changed .
i can feel it .
7:18 AM
Monday, November 27, 2006
hello
another day . culdnt sleep last nite . yeah . till 5 ? hmms .
woke up 9 . dad's cuzin came over frm aus .
so entertained dem at krisha's hse till 6 .
came bck shower . den went bck thr .
yeah . tried 2 put a smile on my face .
dont wana spoil ppl mood ya .
well that's bout my day . borin .
had a sudden fever last nite . wth .
sucks . mornin suddenly gt flu .
doads . it's either e weather or my mood .
duno ah . dont care oso.
main thing . i'm sick .
& i'm nt lykin a min of it .
gg aus on sun . yeah .
i wasnt lookin 4ward 2 it .
but suddenly i m .
yeah .
ur lives wont change anw if i'm gone .
u all might b lyk " yeah yeah . wadeva " that kind .
but i'm gona prove 2 u guys . that seriously .
i dont make a difference .
after i cum bck . deep down . u guys might realise .
that i dont make a difference 2 ur lives at all .
or even beta . life was beta wo me .
hahas . nvm .
i shall gracefully accept that fact .
hmms . i'm such a paranoid freak actually . deep down .
i overreact 2 situations .
i get easily jealous . hmms .
i'm impaitent too .
wah . didnt noe i had such weakness .
weakness which lead 2 many issues .
hais . wat 2 do . wat's done is done .
all i can hope 4 is . e best of dis situation .
that i wont lose a fren . a gd fren .
a fren who knew me well .
sometimes i think even beta den i ever knew myself .
hmms . ntin left 2 be said .
take care ppl .
take care .
8:43 AM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
hello.
seriously no mood 2 blog .but i shall anw .
went dance 2 dae . was distracted throughtout.
on top of tt . dance teacher said he was leavin us next yr.
went swimming . distracted thr too .
swimmin reali gets ur mind off stuff . u all shuld try . i mean if u can swim .
came hm watch vcd . stil distracted .
waitin 2 cum online . came online .
checked out something tt had been on my mind all day along.
i was right . hais . knew it . nvm
in life we all make mistakes . small ones . big ones .
mistakes lead 2 complications . mistakes lead 2 problems .
some can b solved . some can neva be .
mistakes teach people a lesson . that shuld neva b repeated .
some people regret doing e mistakes . but it's too late 2 cry over spilt milk .
so people . before u all do anything . think of e concequences .
does it affect any of ur loved ones ?
does it harm any of ur relattionships ?
think. think .think.
dont be self-centred ya . think bout others 2.
dude. i'm sorry.
i dont wan our frenship end up lyk duno wat.
didnt mean it .
sorry . reali m.
8:32 AM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
another day .
awoken by a sms at 8 plus . yawn . alr slept 3 plus . so sleepy . hais . culdnt sleep after tt anw .
mum suddenly suggested gg down 2 jp 4 breakfast . jus went along . seriously was in no mood . cos i oso duno ah . wadeva .
mac breakfast . hmms . how refreshing . decided 2 watch casino royale . thought it wuld b dumb . but it actually turned out nt bad . cant wait 2 watch e sequel actually . hmms . den fazee called & it so happened she was in jp too . so went 2 meet her sis & her . lols . i bought some sabah stuff . den fazee, her sis, my bro & i went walkin around jp aimlessly .it was quite fun . lyk family outin . hahas . after awhile she left . den i joined my mum in her rounding . hmms . bought bck lunch cum dinner , subway sandwhiches . its quite delicious . hmms .
on e way out of jp , i met hui min . i was suprised . she looked good . really . exchanged a few words & moved on .i jus took a few steps & i met hazlin . we were in a crowd . so we only managed 2 shout hellos . hmms . came hm. watched a hindi dvd which i bought 2dae . went out again 2 buy wadeva stuff . ah . watch tv . den now usin com lors .
yeah . didnt do ispl . shit . dead . one more wk left . tml gg swimmin wif cuzins . hmms . at least something 2 look 4ward to . yeah . yupps . ah . my life . hmms . wadeva .
e countdown is over . but stil . it didnt make a difference ! yeah .
dude.thanks alot for e attitude ah.
seriously u hve changed. i duno in wat sense though.
i dont deserve 2 b treated lyk dis .mayb cos i give in too much 2 u.
that u take advantage of me .wadeva ya.enjoy ur life !
7:16 AM
Friday, November 24, 2006
Woohoo. wat a day it turned out 2 be ..
Woke up early . bout 9 . jus 2 pass someone something lahs can . hahas . ure welcum btw
slacked in front of e tv till lunch . after lunch oso slack . didnt do ispl . oops . fell asleep after sometime . tired a little I guess . so yeah .
Met sha at 5 plus . den mum . went 2 e creative fair . bought new mp3 . lyk finally ! hahas .. Sha & I thought of gg 2 jp straight frm thr . BUT something horrible happened . u see , we wanted 2 take a train . so e only way thr was either by walkin through e field area or walkin one bigggggg round 2 e roadside area . being kinda lazy , we walked through e field . big mistake . it was so muddy & slippery . & of all days I was wearin flipflops which were alr wet in e rain . so yeahh . my feet were soaked in mud . I walked lyk some clown until some mud flew onto my shirt . my jeans were a goner . I felt dirty & contaminated . when we reached je station , all I wanted 2 do was 2 pour a pail of water over my head . hahas . so we went over 2 my place 1st 2 freshen up & stuff .
Den we headed down 2 jp , where we met runa . hahas . she was late . cos of blahblahblah. lols . sat down at mac . chatted & gossiped till 10 plus . had fun =) .. den headed hm.. hahas . On e way hm , at e interchange , sha & I realized thr was a roach in her handbag . lyk wth ! lols . we zipped e bag up . hahas . she held e bag lyk as though thr was some bomb in it . no worries . it was killed when she brought it bck hm .
so yeahh . bck hm . came online . downloaded e songs in2 my mp3 =)
chatted wif ppl . yupps . same boring old life .
I shuld get bck 2 my ispl tml ! I promise ..
Watrutryin2provehereah?ucantbttfuckinbzrite.
Utterlydisappointed.inbothofu.thxalotya.idontdeservedisatall
Oh yeahh . 8 days & stil countin .
10:03 AM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
HMPH ! I CANT GO ONLINE !!! WHYYYYY ?????!!!
=X super duper bored ! wat's wrong with e com !!!
& my bro was lyk jus online can . walau . nt fair !
arghhhh ....... =(
haisss . wadeva ah . shall die of boredem & sleep early 2nite .
omg . it mus b a crime 2 sleep so early on a holiday man .
but wat 2 do . i'm a borin person wif a freakin boring life .
anyone hu happens 2 read dis . e chance of that is freakin slim .
sms or call me okies =) !
i'm bored . . . . . . . & i dont wish 2 sleep .
HAIS =(
7:06 AM
hello :D
hahas .. wat a day .
woke up late . hahas . netball was over by den ..
yupps . ate lunch . den decided 2 start on tamil .. loads of work mann . ALOT !
anw . gt bored .. so decided to come online .
chatted wif ppl till 6 plus alr . interesin topics . completely forgot my hwmk ..
hahas . die . only one wk left …..
oh yeah . I chatted with my long lost primary sch fren . rashid . hahas .
six yrs in e same class man . woohoo . great guy .
he is gg sabah with me ! wat a pleasant surprise rite !
hahas . cant wait 4 sabah man . sounds so fun .
haven bought much stuff though . I want a nice beanie ! :)
so I guess its just another day . yeahh .
hais . surprised with e stuff ppl do .
hearin all kinds of stories frm diff ppl . just pathetic .
if I think my life sucks . man . wat r their lives ?
I think ppl sometimes forget that others hve feelings too .
We tend to be self-centred at times, dont we ? hmms .
So yeah . gg 2 finally buy bks next wk. cos I dont hve time alr .
Times really flies . hais .
Duno y I suddenly cant wait 4 e yr 2 end . dis yr hasnt exactly been e best yr .
School ? frens ? family ? & other pathetic stuff .
Awaitin e new year ..
7 days & stil counting .. hmms . =(
6:28 AM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
hey ..
new blog ? hmms . lets jus hope I can actually post dis entry ya …
so yeahh . 22nd nov ..
my parents weddin anniversary today ..
hahas . big deal . not .
woke up damn late 2dae . 1 plus ?
omg . cant rmb e last time I did ..
cos my cuz sha stayed over ytd . & we slept late
it was fun hvin her over .. watchin dvd , eatin pizza , chattin & laughin over e silliest things . miss spending time wif my cuzins . guess I hve been spending too much time wif frens ? opps . stil love my frens no matter wat though ..
yeahh . practically did ntin productive e whole afternoon .
went out jus now wif my parents . bishan & den town ..
did ntin much . in my own world . while dey did most of e tokin .
something has been bothering me .
dont know exactly wat though .
e fact that u hve practically 4gotten me .
or e fact that I miss u .
yeah . hu cares . okay. so mayb I do a little
gona skip netball tml . no mood 2 go .
& run ? rather stay hm & finish up on ispl .
I hve a wk left 2 complete it .
Left wif emaths , amaths , tamil , geo , eng & ss ..
Den im off 2 australia . den sabah .
3 wks gone lyk that . but I noe im gona hve fun anw ..
yeah . I think . although ill b away frm my hp .
hais . 6 days & stil counting !
shall try update tml . hmms . nites =(
7:50 AM
